So this is something that happened to me today that I thought I would share with you. On this trip I have grown in many areas but I’m still weak in many. It is a battle everyday for me to not listen to the lies Satan runs through my head. He attacks me in my most vulnerable moments. I tend to close off and sit on my bottom in these times. Well the past couple of days have been a big struggle for me because I was just believing and acting on the lies right off the bat. There was no going to God or praying for truth in my mind. I immediately just assumed they were true and was getting mad. He likes to get me against the ones I love the most. I now see me acting on the lies was no good at all. Nothing good came out of me assuming or believing they were true. If anything I dug a deeper hole for myself. I was just sitting in bitterness and anger for no reason at all. I was trying to punish people for the lies I was being told. That was wrong on my part and I take complete responsibility for my actions. I had to fall face first for me to see that I was the problem and not put blame on others. Trust me, God didn’t let me get away with any of my behavior. I had a revelation and it was very much needed. God really revealed to me that it is not Him shining in me. It came to me all in a couple of hours and it was so good! This just makes me dislike Satan even more than I do. He will get you in your weakest moments, so you have to be on your guard and take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ. In anything I hear, do, or say, I need to be asking God in it. I want to ask you to be in prayer with me about this. It’s going to take me asking for God’s truth to be irrelevant in these times but I’m taking that stand! I will not go back to the place I was before this trip. I have taken so many steps forward that I’m too far ahead to go back.
John 8:32 "Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."
